I dream of her tonight,
So i walk a hundred miles
Just to get to see her
Just to watch her sleep
Just to know that she's alright
Just to see that smile on her face
As she is busy ruling her kingdom of dreams.
Oh! how i would walk twice as much
Just if i could get there in time,
As she is about to sleep, I would tuck her in
And just watch her as she sleeps..
Ramblings.... :/
When i was little i was made to participate in all sorts of races, Now that i think of it i wonder if these parents and teachers were all placing money on us :P, will know the truth of that when i become a parent :P. Anyways my motto for the races were simple run fast enough so that i wouldn't end up as the loser and slow enough so that i wouldn't end up winning the race!! ( cause had to run another race if we did win it ! :P )
now in retrospect, i have never won any race, i have never been placed first in anything and it stings knowing that i could have won most of those races if i hadn't just held back.Even now i wonder if i am holding back, holding back so that i don't end up winning cause that would make me a part of something big.
one of the smartest guys i know told me when i was in first year that i could be an extraordinary programmer, three years later i am still a no good programmer who just knows his way around some of the basic stuff! But maybe he did a mistake in judging me??
I will be graduating in a years time and i cant help but feel what good is this degree that i will be awarded by the likes of my college? where i can without doubt say that i haven't had a single lab that was conducted according to the curriculum of the university. I am rather certain that if i use this degree it will just be a means to hide my incompetency or maybe education is just a means to hide our incompetency.
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