When i was little i was made to participate in all sorts of races, Now that i think of it i wonder if these parents and teachers were all placing money on us :P, will know the truth of that when i become a parent :P. Anyways my motto for the races were simple run fast enough so that i wouldn't end up as the loser and slow enough so that i wouldn't end up winning the race!! ( cause had to run another race if we did win it ! :P )
now in retrospect, i have never won any race, i have never been placed first in anything and it stings knowing that i could have won most of those races if i hadn't just held back.Even now i wonder if i am holding back, holding back so that i don't end up winning cause that would make me a part of something big.
one of the smartest guys i know told me when i was in first year that i could be an extraordinary programmer, three years later i am still a no good programmer who just knows his way around some of the basic stuff! But maybe he did a mistake in judging me??
I will be graduating in a years time and i cant help but feel what good is this degree that i will be awarded by the likes of my college? where i can without doubt say that i haven't had a single lab that was conducted according to the curriculum of the university. I am rather certain that if i use this degree it will just be a means to hide my incompetency or maybe education is just a means to hide our incompetency.
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