A moment that is mine.....

Just as my eyes close, they open again
but sometimes they bring with them a moment,
a moment so surreal , a moment that i wish to sieze
yet so cruel the moment is, it leaves as my aspirations take flight
leaves me lost, as my hope goes blind!

As i wait for it to return
I wish to gift you, a moment that is your's,
I wish this life to be a moment that is our's,
but hidden behind all these abstractions, i wish to find that moment that is mine!

Note: i feel as if this is not complete yet,so i may get back to it later.

Eamcet....Nightmare for many....but for me?? :P

I had one of my friends giving her cet exam this year, throughout the year she studied, she was a nervous wreck( i hope she doesnt kill me after reading this :P) well she was working wayyyy harder than i have ever worked hard in my entire life, engineering included :P. But here are a few memories i have from my Eamcet Exam :P

My intermediate exams had just ended, they were the worst exams i had given in my entire life! I mean seriously started studying like 12 hrs before the exam without any material or anything ( one would do such things when he is in Engineering :P ) but anyway this is not about my Intermediate Exams, Its about my Eamcet. so here goes, I had attended one eamcet class in the entire year ( and i was in the eamcet section :P ) and in this one class this guy said out of 160 marks if we got 80 marks we would get a seat in a good college. So i had a game plan get 80 marks u will make it into a good college, but how would i get these 80 marks?? i had a plan for that too :P, maths had 80 bits and i knew i could solve half of em without any practice so that was 40 bits and if i would work hard for the following 2 months i would be able to make it 50! and then came chemistry, for chemistry i had perfect flawless plan there was this book called JP's Eamcet Book it had around 3,000 bits in it and most of the bits that came in the exam were from it so all i had to do was read those 3,000 bits and i would be able to answer atleast half of them that would mean i would get 50+20 =70 bits. Finally It was physics, now this was the most brilliant plan i had come up with :P, we had 40 bits and all of them were multiple choice questions with 4 options and all i needed was 10 marks from physics so what i had thought was go with one option for the entire physics paper cause essentially it would mean i would get 1/4th of the questions right that was ironically 10 marks!

So with this awesome plan i had come up with, i would conquer Eamcet Exam but unfortunately all this planning had to be backed up by studying, which unfortunately never came! Maths had just too many questions :P and chemistry, only 3,000 bits i had thought but later, i realized that these 3,000 bits had taken up around 200 pages! so i never really opened that book :P and physics was the only subject that was going according to schedule because all i had to do was practice my c's :P which was not that hard :D.

A couple of days before the exam, they were giving out tips for students. One of these guys said that "dont study anything new now! whatever you have studied till now that is enough be confident!", never in my life have i taken anybody's advice but somehow his words appealed to me :P, so what do i do?? i dint touch the books :D and was confident!!

Finally it was the day of the exam, going into the college i had met my classmates who were just as cool(clueless??) as me and a couple of them had this bet on who would come out first! But not me, i knew i had to get 80 marks(still had hopes on it :P) and that would mean that i would have to stay till the very end of the exam :P. Bell rang everyone parted saying "all the best", "best of luck" .

I walk into this huge room! that is supposed to be my examination hall. It was a drawing hall ( which i was not aware of back then) one look at the benches and i waslike, how in heavens name am i supposed to give my exam on this thing?!?! but i did adjust and soon the exam commenced i looked around and saw that one of my neighbour was absent! ( who would miss such an important exam i had thought ) . When they handed out the OMR sheets, the horror struck me i had never used an omr sheet in my entire life!! they used to make us take exams every week but conviniently i had not taken a single exam! was i supposed to use pen's?? was i supposed to use pencil's?? after freaking out i saw my neighbours using pencil so i did the same :P.

1 and half hr into the exam, my exam was going rather well i had marked all c's for physics, did some 10 questions from chemistry rest i had no patience to look at so all c's yet again :P, and had done around 30 bits from maths. I just could not concentrate anymore so i thought i would close my eyes for a couple of seconds get up and start solving yet again ! after all i had 1 and half hr left :P. Once i closed my eyes i only opened it, when the invigilator said 10 mins left u can leave if you want to!

Couple of months later i got my rank card :P and i had achieved quite a feat! all the ranks of all of my cousins wouldnt add up to half of my rank! :P

Ragging.....(BitterSweet Memories)

I remember my first day of college, it was my orientation day i had waited for my bus for more than an hour, chased after a bus which i realized was some other college's bus only after i managed to stop it :. Imagine how awkward that would have been!! Anyways after an hour of waiting my college bus did show up and once it did, i got on it got a seat did not bother looking back :P, who would?? and fortunately no one called me back :D. It was only later i realized that there were no seniors on the bus :

However, entire first year would not be so as my principal and chairman had promised! but i thought i had a couple of days time to prepare for my seniors, second day of college all of us were supposed to gather at a stop where the bus would pick us all up. As i was searching for people i knew, i managed to find some people from my college sadly they were my seniors :. A whole bunch of them too.

So i am asked by the first senior, "which branch are you from??", i say "IT" and everyone starts "wooing" almost thought i had won a lottery or something :P. After all the wooing he asks me "Arey BD kotta ra!" ( which essentially meant spill out your bio-data, BD is also a poor mans cigarette in telugu ), so i replied saying "Alvat led anna! " (meaning i dont smoke bro! ) and i hear a roar of laughter :P so he made me listen to other juniors giving there bd's :P i was pointing out the mistakes they had done. I might be exaggerating but it was almost like we had become best friends :P... the bus came everyone let us go, i had survived first day of ragging!! :D

come second day, there were many more people :P and this time they asked us to find out the names of the girls (juniors) and what color dress they were wearing we were not supposed to write it down ! when we finally managed to do it, they made us play imaginary cricket. A guy asked me to sing a song and after i showed him my singing talents he asked me NEVER sing again!

In the coming days we were made to do many things ranging from writing the lyrics of a song, to reciting poems, translating them from one language to the other, SINGING!, Dancing and many other things which are not meant to be posted on a blog :P..

But my most memorable ragging moment was when we were called by our super seniors to top of our building.... while we were climbing the steps all of us were a lil scared after all we had the chance to not to go!! yet we did go, i remember one of my classmates saying "It seems as if we are walking right into the lions den!!" . Most of us laughed it out! although he was right! what would they make us do?? who knew!!

And finally we reach the top floor and there are seniors waiting for us as soon as we walk in all of us are seperated and we are asked to do something or the other ! nothing out of the ordinary yet! that was until when they wanted us do something a lil more daring, i was asked to bend and another guy was asked to jump over me!! and this guy who looked quite athletic i had no doubt that he could do it runs and drives his knee right into my skull!!

for a couple of seconds i had no idea of what was going on, later i realized that i was being carried out of the floor by my classmates. As i was regaining my senses i realized some people where quarelling could not quite understand what was going on but later on i came to know that my classmates had got into an argument with the seniors for what had happened. Felt great knowing that i had some awesome people to call my classmates and was excited knowing that we would be spending 4 years together!

Now 3 of those 4 years are up, i have made many friends, i have lost a few. And after a year i will be loosing a few more, a few will remain till the end. But no matter what i will always treasure these memories!! :D