A moment that is mine.....

Just as my eyes close, they open again
but sometimes they bring with them a moment,
a moment so surreal , a moment that i wish to sieze
yet so cruel the moment is, it leaves as my aspirations take flight
leaves me lost, as my hope goes blind!

As i wait for it to return
I wish to gift you, a moment that is your's,
I wish this life to be a moment that is our's,
but hidden behind all these abstractions, i wish to find that moment that is mine!

Note: i feel as if this is not complete yet,so i may get back to it later.